Dreadful Fateful Day.

4th Day of Syawal.

Will be a fateful day.

And will be

a bit of dreadful to me.

I've a plan.

A solid plan.

Up until my friend

tampered with it.

So I have no choice

but to confess.

The cat is already out.

Might as well tell the truth.

She takes it well.

Only assuming.

I'll face it well too

apart from others.

Decided to continue

my solid plan.

My last gesture,

my last gift.

Got my answer,

got my decision.

How childish of her.

To think that I

put the words

in her mouth.

But that's another thing

that I did not want to touch

or even graze.

Already a lost cause.

So I pack my back.

All of it.

Not a thing left behind.

Walk away.

Setting up ground rules.

Things will change.

Note for her too.

And she takes it well.

I never stop praying.

I never stop wanting

for the best.

But the best for you.

Ain't me.

Epilogue:

I take a quit for a week.

From life itself.

That's abnormal.

Usually longer for others.

That week I pull up my strength

And now I walk again.

Funny thing, 

those who knows this story

can't really understand

how I can cope.

The dreadful news

I received for too long now.

Nearly two month

before a lot others.

Imagine living in my shoes.

But,

I am a realist.

Thus,

it's a new day.

The Idea and The Realization.

The Idea is simple. Friends who hang up together and stays the same until indefinitely. Empat sahabat berjalan suka suka tak ada melibatkan apa apa perasan, none whatsoever.

Mula mula kami berjalan ke Muar semester lepas. Tempat asal usul Syafiq. A nice place at night with all the lights.

Kemudian kami berjalan ke Kluang. Tempat asal usul Fairuz. Kami pergi ketika ada Get Up JOHO di Kluang haritu. Oh, terjumpa dengan Wan Merc dan aweknya anak ahmad.

Apa kenama benda alah aku makan ni pun aku lupa.

Kami pergi ke Tmn Rekreasi Gunung Lambak.

Syafiq dan Fairuz

Aku dan Fairuz.

Aku dan Syafiq.

Kemudian kami pergi ke Pantai Sg, Lurus.

Diorang ajak aku gila, aku pun gila lah bergambar join diorang sekali.

Hah, kemudian, beberapa minggu lepas kitorang pergi berjalan lagi. Kali ini ke Batu Pahat pula, tempat asal usul Fatehah. Berbuka sekali.

 

Sekali lagi pergi ke Sg. Lurus.

Sape sailang 'ehem ehem' kawan aku ni, aku bantai guna buluh.

Berbuka di mana entah, tapi makan nasi arab.

And kemudian pergi ke Tasik Y. 

Oddly enough, selepas aku ni jarang balik kampung membuatkan aku dah jarang pergi tasik Y. Reminisce old time juga bila kesana.

That bit is about the idea. Call, me a pessimist but I don't believe a long lasted friendship with opposite side so I'm counting time when all of this burn to the ground. Alas, I will not let my mind restrict me from enjoying every last minute of it though. It was a lovely day with a lovely friends. But heed my word, things will get complicate. That is the realization.

p.s:

I prefer the term realist than pessimist though.

Event IBSA Pt. 2 : Dinner / Majlis Ihtiram

Woah. Sudah lama tak jejakkan kaki disini. Kind of defeating the whole purpose aku buat benda alah ini sebenarnya tapi gedik juga nak update sebab nak teruskan benda yang kalau ibarat pelita yang aku pasang kat depan rumah tu, bagai dah malap malap sebab diesel dah nak habis.

Well, lets cut to the chase shall we? Aku nak cerita pasal event yang kedua IBSA buat ketika aku semester empat ni walaupun sebenarnya aku dah cuti dekat sebulan dah pun baru nak cerita.

Dinner. Hah. Masa yang ditunggu tunggu oleh para mahasiswa dan mahasiswi bukan kerana ape pun, cuma nak tayang baju cantik dan bergambar bersama rakan rakan atau skandal skandal atau bf / gf. pfffft. Tema dinner kali ini adalah Colour Block. Aku pun tak tahu sangat tapi dia suruh kita pakai baju warna warni. Cerita banyak pun tak guna, lets just see the picture.

Oh, ini saya.

Kami ibarat air dan minyak. Tak kan bergabung. ;p

Perasan tak ustaz tu posing kat belakang?

Bersama Ustaz Zaki yang paling sempoi.

Lima lelaki 'terendah' dalam kelas.

Akhirnya aku dihargai atas dekan. Alhamdulillah.

Hansel & Gretel Part 3

 

Putera dan Puteri malam itu.

Ada ala ala mafia ke dak?

It is one hell of a night. Majlis ni budak budak Part 3 yang buat dan kitorang cuma datang bantu membantu je sebagai Exco. Aku tak buat ape pun sebenarnya. Hahahaha!

Well, I think thats it la kot. Banyak lagi nak cerita ni.