Ho-yeah. Bunyi macam filem X-Men yang ketiga pun ada lah. Ouh, I hate that movie because Scott Summers die early. Okay, back to the post.
Early on, after days of experimenting. Many of my colleague told me that I've change somehow. This semester especially. Many having pleasure with it, some are not. Certain just didn't care. Because they got their world to attend to. Admitting guilty, I did make some alteration to my reaction in my interaction with them. No matter what kind of reaction did I showed to them, in some kind of way it felt sincere from within. If this were happening, maybe they were true after all. It became my nature, not knowing my true nature are but it becomes me. Somehow I was eaten by my own demon. Sinking to the deep dark underworld. Hahahahahahaha. Seram tak? Boleh buat novel lah macam ni.
And so, observing the change in people around me regarding in mine make me less focus about them entirely. There is a loophole in my knowledge here, I can sense it. Thinking back, I don't really care because they new character in me is taking over all the good side within after long years of stalling and suppressing, hoping that it would never have to became this way. Well, it did. In my defense, everyone change. Nothing stays the same. So the question is, are you still care when it does?
My family are. That's for sure.
