Trust.

In me,

Fear has come to me where trust should be.

so, I got trust issues.

Why?

Because I learn to fear first before to trust.

But to certain person, I learn from hard way not to fear but to trust them.

These certain person is very rare in my life.

But when I trust, I trust hard.

Even when they do some sucks things to me.

I still trust them.

But recently, I lose trust to someone.

And all the bridge connected to the trust I made, collapse.

Just like that.

So, now I trust no one.

Back to square one.

And being at home now.

Made me realize something.

I have been reprogram.

My name is Fizzy and I awesome.

That's all I need to know.

Take a bite from my plate, chew then talk.
If and only if you did not throw up first.

p.s : 

Live well or live hell, you choose.