Current mood : Relentless
Current song : none
Look who's back in this perfectly boring and my most hated place to visit here in earth. Gone back again to my lonely and unsocializing psychopath self. Being here doesn't mean I got story to tell nor wanted to be heard. Most probably I don't think I want some publicity. I'm here just want to be here. Faham? Tak faham? Aku pun tak faham sangat sebab bunyi macam gempak je gune english kan. Hahahahahahahaha...=D
Oh Well, holidays are ending and finals are starting. Okay, baru nak rasa walaupun dah dekat seminggu start sebab paper sangat lambat start. Most probably kerana pihak UiTM mahukan budak - budak part 5 menutup pintu gate kerana percaya mereka - mereka lebih rapat dengan pak guard UiTM Segamat berbanding budak part 1 yang sekarang hanya tau styling rambut terpacak, berkepit dengan awek - awek baru, show off dan lain - lain yang menyakitkan mentaliti aku yang dah sedia mental. Bagaimana aku tau? Alah, aku pun pernah part 1 dulu, tau la sibuk nak show off, dah takde fesyen belah tepi, dan kalau boleh skandal keliling tali pinggang. Not proud of it guys. I had my time. They had theirs.
Hari dah menunjukkan pukul berapa ntah tapi yang penting sinaran mentari dah menjongolkan muke, so I get straight to the point lah. [I try my best, tapi tetap akan melalut jugak.] Aku just nak sampaikan something untuk seorang teman, probably ramai yang akan terasa but hanya seorang je yang aku tujukan penyampaian aku ni:
"I got to say my friend, you got to loosen up a bit. Stay with the real world more. Yes, it is tempting in your own because it gives you a great deal of happiness inside it. You addicted. It is wise for you to step out a little, not too much. Grow up, it's a lot to learn here. Well, I tried to convinced you so many fucking time, you always do what you got to do and I respect you for that. But as it comes from me, you won't listen aite? It's okay, but a wise man once saying. 'Don't love and hate too much.' Us human is fragile and perishable der. High expectation, great deal of hurt. But it's okay if you got to do what you want to do. Maybe it's the best for you. Take a chance man. I'm just trying to be a friend...=D"
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| And they say I'm a fool to have only a few. |
And to another one :
It's like this. Maybe it's good for you who knows? Allah know's better. But I'm a little bit sad to see how different you have become. At least you've grown and for what it's worth, it's always better. Other's said it too. It's not only me, kalau tak imba la aku. But you got to become what you have to become. Just don't lose yourself in the way okay?
It might seems that I have a different agenda telling you this and that because you think that way. Yes, maybe. At least think of it and if it's bullshit, abaikan. It worth listening other's kan. Lagipun, it's not only me who complains. There's always something wrong if people's talk. But people always talk. Non-stop. Pick a right channel lah. Macam astro, takkan kau nak tengok sume saluran sekaligus? Walaupun astro "macam - macam ada." tu memang macam - macam ada, you got to choose a channel that you want to listen to. It's better than shut it off forever tak tengok dan tak jengok langsung. Ape gune ada astro kan? Listen. It's worth your mind. Talk. It's worth your thought.
p.s :
1. Akibat berbest-friend dengan seorang yang berlainan jantina begini la jadinya.
2.
Now that I think about it. You are not that important to my life. You are just a fling that I'm now ready to forget but please don't give me a reason for me to turn back because if you do, I will.
