Current Mood : Abnormal
Current Song : If I Never See Your Face Again – Maroon Five ft. Rihanna
Just for one day, let me back look back. Coz I think something pulling me. I realize that last year, I didn’t post much about Eid Fitr nor Ramadhan much. Everything so blur last year. I don’t want it to happen again this year. I know last year was rocked. But I just don’t remember the details much. Recently I looked back just to see how much I’ve grown. Honestly, I didn’t think I change little. I’ve grown as I choose a wrong path.
Now that I made myself thinking, is there really is right or wrong path? Or maybe somewhere in between? I wonder if I take another path, would I be someone else? This is off-topic. Let me get back to right and wrong path. Is it really there? Who are the judges to tell someone that what we’ve choose is right or wrong? Let me put it more delicately. You got two pen, black and blue. Which did you choose? When you are choosing, do you consider it thoroughly? It’s just a pen, plain and simple. Do you think that what color you choose will affect your entire future? And who told you what kind of pen you should choose? A ball pen or just a pen. Or maybe you choose pencil instead?
But heck, whatever you picked you already picked it. Whatever the path, you walked it. No matter it’s a standalone path, a failing path or maybe just a simple road to be taken. I ran into a lot of choices. Heck, we all are. We fill our head with all the consequences of the choices. A lot of time crying for the choices that has been chose. But did we realize that the choices made are the best one. Let me give you some fact. “He never burden more that a soul can take” – Al-Baqarah 286.
See, no matter what you say. The right or wrong choices. And in addition, a wrong path should been taken before I could make it to the right path. All of this is due to looking back to the past. All the bullshit that I’ve done for the past years is for the best. Regardless of what everyone says.
Then, it comes to the time to reminisce the memory, no matter the painful or the happy moment. A moment will become just memory. Make the best of it although it is painful because that moment already gone a long time ago. Let me give an example and open my little black book. It was a painful memory to be reminiscing. Don’t be alarm, how things turn out make it painful. But the memory, always be there no matter I want it or not and because it always there, I can’t do anything about it. But what can I do is I’ll make the best of it. How I've done it? It differs to what memories it is. Cherish the painful memory and turn it into a great one. =)
But…
Moment pass, and what lurking right behind it
is a painful, glories bastards called reality.
