Current mood : Boogey!!
Current song : Magic - B.O.B
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| Ouch. That must be hurt. |
Oh tidak. Bukan ditampar secara fizikal. Aku ditampar secara mental dan emosional. Ego aku ditampar bagai Barney Stinson ditampar Marshall. Namun, aku xmarah. Malah aku bersyukur. What she said is true. I heard it twice in my life already. I'm a sucker when in comes in love. Many things I've done because of girls. Yup. I realize that. Getting all emotional because of girls. Getting all worked up because of girls. Girls. Girls. Girls. Now, that is pathetic. Girls should change because of boys. Not the other way around. I've been around many kind of girls that I fall in love with. They're all different kind, different way. Makes me learn something. No more Mr. Nice Guy. I always end up being used. No more hopeless romantic that makes me looks like a complete idiot.
Okay.
That's crap.
And bullshit.
I know I wont change. Coz this is who I am. And this is what I'll be in the future. I'm a good guy. But it seems that the universe keeps pulling its string to me. Testing me whether I'm strong enough. How many times more that I should prove that I'm strong? Grr. What I'll change will be set by fate.
p.s : Seeing you with other guy does hurt that much. And you still look beautiful. How much I look at you, it seems that I never satisfied with one glance. I still want to have another glance. Sorry L. bout this girl. I still don't want to walk away. It's not enough to just hurt me like this. I'll walk away if they hurt me much2 more.
p.p.s : It have been raining 3 days. I didn't realize that I like it rain this much. How much time has pass since we three in that rain that evening. When it poured on my head, the memory filled my head like a lightning strike. How much we have change. How much we have learned. How much we have come until this day. It's truly amazing. And although it raining, my chest didn't hurt that much now that I become a smoker again.
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| Although it's raining. There always be a sunny day. Mine will come although its a bit late. |
