Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Lama sudah aku tidak update blog aku. Walaupun aku ada terfikir untuk berhenti sahaja menulis dan merepek di sini. Too much I want to tell and describe in my everyday life. Because it's my way to keep track on my beautiful life. So, in the end I just keep on writing here. Maybe someday I will change my URL so that my blog can always be private and confidential. Maybe. Lets, move on. Here I just stated what I just remember in very simple and short paragraph.
Rumah Sewa.
Ayat - ayat disini telah ditapis dengan sebaik - baiknya. Jika masih ada yang terasa hati. Maaf didahulukan. Maybe I haven't told in my blog that I won't stay in college anymore. The answer to the "why" question is I'm bored staying inside UiTM and I want to challenge myself to face reality rather than be in my protected self. Tetapi. Beberapa kejadian yang tidak diingini telah berlaku. Beberapa orang kawan yang dahulunya digembar - gemburkan kehebatan, kekuatan in strong bond dan lain - lain lagi telah memberikan daku beberapa luka dibelakang ku. Lebih ramai aku melindungi, lebih banyak backstabber yang timbul. Okay, backstabber may be a harsh word. But it suits them. Really suits them. But, because I already get used to it. It have been a small matter to me. Although at some point I think it shouldn't happen but it did and that's that.
My Grandad.
No much to tell because it's something happen in family and most of it will stay in the family. But I want to say that he is near 90 years old now. And he has been admitted to the hospital for last Thursday the fifth time already for the last couple of month. The third time when I was preparing for last Final Examination. Pray for him for me. If. Just if the time has come. Pray for him to make it easy. But it is a big if.
Housemate.
3 person. Me and two others. It hurt in term of income. But when it comes to something more, it's better this way. Although there is a way to improvement but I rather stays with someone I trust and know than someone who can fu*k me up when time is crutial.
New Semester.
Too much changes in classmate. Too bored. Too lazy to start again. And too sad because of pointer. Even now, there's still a person who will say, "DL lagi ea?". I would simply said no if I'm 3 and above. But when I'm below 3, I would say yes to whatever they said. No news and hope or plans for laptop. But still will get one.
- It Ends Here -
p.s : I did forget you. It's the best decision I made in my life. The worst decision I made in my life is remembering you after that.
