Morning pass. Somethings bothers me. Really bothers me. It hurt somewhere....here. Okay, most of you don't saw my hand gestures right? But you guys will get it. Lets start from the start. Really easy.
Sempurna - Andra & The BackBone
Kau begitu sempurna
Dimataku kau begitu indah
kau membuat diriku akan slalu memujimu
Disetiap langkahku
Kukan slalu memikirkan dirimu
Tak bisa kubayangkan hidupku tanpa cintamu
Janganlah kau tinggalkan diriku
Takkan mampu menghadapi semua
Hanya bersamamu ku akan bisa
Reff:
Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna.. Sempurna..
Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku
Remember this song? It populars around 3 years ago. I really love this song as I was in love with someone. And it rhymes with everything that time. Everything seems so perfect. Every moment pass is like a gold or more higher standards, platinum I guess.
Then, How I Met Your Mother Season 6 Episode 23. [yup, aku sanggup duduk depan pc kat shownet semata - mata nak tengok HIMYM selepas taunted by shida.] When Ted Said :
Sometimes things have to fall apart
to make way for better things.
Well, lets see. Last 3 years, I made a very big decision. A decision of a life time. Really. But I change my mind last minute because of one girl. One girl that I love truthfully, sincerely and whole-heartedly. After 1 year and a half. The relationship ended. And since then, the cold war chilling between us and killing our relationship even as a friend. Trust me, only rare case where an ex can still become friend with an ex without akward-ing most of the moment spent. No one know what decision I made 3 years ago. But still I made it and the consequences I bear it until now and until the end. Yes, maybe it is for the best. [Islamic way xbagi regret any choice that already made to mengelakkan terlampau sedih.] No, I'm not sad for any choices I made. It's too late. But my point is. I'm still young 3 years ago, I made a decision for a life time based on a girl that didn't stay. How foolish. And I'm still young now. I've learnt. I didn't made a big decision for something that didn't last long. But, it's true what wise man said.
Every little thing will go,
Even a good one.
Yup. Everything didn't last. But sometimes it worth preserving and protect right? Think more wisely in the future then. Think like a wise man.
p.s :
I'm proud of my heart.
It has been broken, played and burn.
But it still works. hahaha.
