Current song: Whatsername - Greenday
Current song: Nil.
Baru minggu lepas, aku cabar Mr. Universe seeing he's losing his touch in pushing me to edge. Secara tibe - tibe ia memunculkan diri dengan whole lot of new tricks in his sleeve. Good to know you are back buddy. How funny, making friends with an enemy. I like your new trick, when my phone screen just go kabloew! Nice timing just after I bought a charger for once. I guess I just cut my spending here and there to cover it up. But that not what I'm trying to say here actually. Hanya mukadimah.
PGN atau nama lainnya Pre-Graduation Night. Yup, memang ada cerita buruknye dimana kene bayar dengan harga yang mahal dan bila dikurangkan tempat jadi tak best. People talk here and there. Orang tu cucuk jarum itu, cucuk jarum ini. Cucuk tang sini, tang sini, tang sini dan tang sini. Habis semua diburukkannya tentang event tersebut. But heck, aku pergi jugak akhirnya. Menyambut salah seorang budak rumah yang berjaya menjadi Siswa Terbaik Banking. Proudly. Tak lupa juga untuk aku bergambar ketika berada disana.
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After 3 years taking Diploma in Banking, ada la rupa - rupa orang pejabat sikit. Daripada dulu yang masih budak - budak lari - lari peluk lampu isyarat. Hell yeah. I've done that. Masih ingat lagi time aku first masuk kelas, jumpa sorang budak kerek tu yang anggap aku kerek jugak dan ada lagi sorang tu tibe - tibe jadi popular sebab nama sama dengan pemain bola sepak negara, walhal ketiga - tiga compete konon nak masuk Komander tapi last - last tiga - tiga quit. Minggu MMS yang perit berlari dengan kasut kulit. I've done that too. Tapi ada juga cerita sedihnya. only 2 boys dalam kelas aku yang stay dengan aku dari Semester 1 sampai la ke malam pra-graduan ni. Ever saw a picture of three boys bertajuk Solidarity yang aku edit tu? It's them. The only. Friends who stays is matter.
Cerita lain. Btw, aku telah cuba untuk kesekian kalinya (truth is, dah tak terkira) untuk berhenti smoke. There are two friend of mine already done that. Well, we all know how right. It's all about fighting the urge with will power. Peh, dah macam Green Lantern pulak lawan pakai will power. Somehow, I fear it. The smell, the smoke, the light, most of it. It feared me, semua jadi tak kene. By that time, I used that fear to be my sole fighting urge. It work bit by bit. The rest, it comes down to willpower again. Well, after a week of resolution. I had it reduced a box for 4 days. It is a bit impressive to me. But, here's come the catch. It made me become edgy. Whole time. Everything will tip me off. Even a little. The whole reason why I don't stop at the first place.
Well, this time I got to try even harder. And no, there is no ulterior motive. I decide at one night bila teringat arwah atok. That's all. I think I want to be better. Somehow the reason itself doesn't seems enough. But enough for me to try again. But is it enough to make me quit? We'll see.
p.s:
Lepas ada internet yang laju kat rumah. Ape je aku nak buat dengannye? Selain dari FB, Picnik, baca komik, youtube dan main game. Aku nak start amek tau pasal cold war 1945 - 1991 ni. ada cadangan lain tak?
Cerita lain. Btw, aku telah cuba untuk kesekian kalinya (truth is, dah tak terkira) untuk berhenti smoke. There are two friend of mine already done that. Well, we all know how right. It's all about fighting the urge with will power. Peh, dah macam Green Lantern pulak lawan pakai will power. Somehow, I fear it. The smell, the smoke, the light, most of it. It feared me, semua jadi tak kene. By that time, I used that fear to be my sole fighting urge. It work bit by bit. The rest, it comes down to willpower again. Well, after a week of resolution. I had it reduced a box for 4 days. It is a bit impressive to me. But, here's come the catch. It made me become edgy. Whole time. Everything will tip me off. Even a little. The whole reason why I don't stop at the first place.
Well, this time I got to try even harder. And no, there is no ulterior motive. I decide at one night bila teringat arwah atok. That's all. I think I want to be better. Somehow the reason itself doesn't seems enough. But enough for me to try again. But is it enough to make me quit? We'll see.
p.s:
Lepas ada internet yang laju kat rumah. Ape je aku nak buat dengannye? Selain dari FB, Picnik, baca komik, youtube dan main game. Aku nak start amek tau pasal cold war 1945 - 1991 ni. ada cadangan lain tak?
