Just because I can't sleep I decide to let it out here. Haha. Not funny, just because no one want to listen won't make me being here again. Really. No excuse. Ok, you got me. It is. Well, f*ck 'em. I don't care if readers think that I'm so silly telling this and that in front of laptop when no one listen. Well, of course they don't listen. They read. =)
Ok, out of topic pun. Final Examination is reaching and my life is great. No, it's not a sarcasm. My life is great. I woke in evening, missed lunch, go out jogging, have dinner, going snooker, study, going out somewhere, studying again, can't sleep till a.m, and again in cycle. On and on. That is very much of my schedule whole examination week. And it has been started since last wednesday where I was here again at Segamat presenting my Business Plan to three panel. Much like mini VIVA to me. After a lot of hardwork being put into that plan, at the day of presenting, it goes out very smoothly. Albeit, many of my colleague didn't agree much in theirs but I guess its Allah's help. Alhamdulillah. Business jual Ikan Arowana berjaya mendapat perhatian panel.
Well, after that I want to say that a topic came out to my friends somewhere at some day. The topic goes out very directly. "Why aren't you in love?" Knowing that I myself am always chasing some goose tails playing loose and always lost. And it goes more than one and a half hour denying that I'm not chasing anybody tails or playing loose with anybody and definitely not losing if I'm not even playing. After convincing them that I am really - really happy with my life and does not have any crush at anybody, [it's really hard convincing them apparently.] they ask me another disturbing question. "Is it because the last still remains inside you?" And this time, even for a good debater, knowledge-equip, reason maker person like me going speechless. It is disturbing because somehow I even considering the possibility of the question to be true.
Well, what I know is that the question is not going to bother me at least now. With an approaching final this wednesday.
Being deeply in love with someone gives you strength,
Loving someone deeply gives you courage.
-Lao Tzu-
p.s:
A friend doubt when you are lying.
A good friend knows when you are lying.
But a great friend knows you are lying
even when you didn't know that you are.
They say, if you shut out pain, you shut out love too. Truth? Or just a effing fiction?
