I'm Done.

That's it. I'm done in Diploma. For 3 hell of a year. That's a lot of time. If That's it. I'm done in Diploma. For three hell of a years. That's a lot of time. If I can remember back in all those years, I highlighted the moment I stepped into that world. Exactly end of June. At that time, my head were filled with anxious, scared, lot of guilt, loss of love and many undisputed challenge ahead. Questions are how I am supposed to survive all these years. But how hard it seems that time, here and now I’ll say 'pffft... am I that weak in the past?' Wow. 3 years huh?

Before I go telling how I celebrate with my friends about having a last day and all, I would to record my last effing paper that sucks. I only felt that way two times, first in Semester 5, and now at Semester 6. The history did repeat for those who forget. I did forget how much I struggle last semester and how much I regret for not going all out that time. Well, for my defense, lots of my friend couldn’t do it either. At least they can put a smile because they have answered the last paper, siap boleh amek gambar lagi dalam dewan peperiksaan. Good for them I guess.

And how did I celebrated the last day in Segamat? Of course lah dengan budak kelas dan budak rumah. Makan dekat Juara Ikan bakar IOI telah membuatkan aku keluarkan duit yang banyak. Lepas tu, seramai 18 orang daripada roughly 29 budak kelas pergi ke karaoke sekali. Betapa besarnye bilik yang kitorang sewa untuk menempatkan budak seramai itu. Tambahan lagi, untuk 3 jam pulak tu. Tapi 30 minit terakhir tu, diluangkan untuk budak – budak memberi sepatah dua kata tentang friendship and all that sampai jurai – jurai air mata sume, lagi – lagi budak perempuan. Tapi ada aje budak lelaki yang habis mengalir air mata. Tak aku nafikan perasaan untuk meninggalkan budak – budak kelas memang sedih sebab 3 tahun memberikan impak yang besar pada kami semua. Well, mungkin hati aku keras sangat kot. Kemudian semua nak amek gambar dengan mata masing – masing merah. Tapi, it’s a memorable memory. That night.

Dengan budak - budak rumah pulak, well aside from makan KFC, main snooker dan cendol tak ada ape yang dapat kitorang buat memandangkan masing - masing nak balik dengan awal. Tapi highlight of it is that aku dapat tengok kawan aku yang tak pernah hisap rokok, hisap rokok. Hehehehehe. Reluctant, tapi dia buat jugak. And btw, my project at long last is not accomplish. The mission did though. But it isn't the way it should be, well. No one knows what should or shouldn't happen right.

p.s:

I've learned that there is nothing good in too good and there is nothing bad in too bad.