Ini entri pelik. Walaupun aku dah berkata bahawa update blog selalu menunjukkan bahawa hidup aku xde life. Sekarang ni memang xde life pun, jadi xsalahla kalau nak update pun kan. Okay, kelakar sebab aku saje carik alasan untuk back up diri sendiri. Okay, nak cakap dalam bahasa Inggeris lah. Praktis tuk Muet nanti 19 haribulan.
Current mood: Still in memory lane.
Current song: Club Hitz with Jakeman & Skeletor
Dear Allah, between most of others, you know me better. And as a weak slave of yours, I always questioning about what and why. Although I believe that everything happen for a reason, dan sesungguhnya fikiran aku sangat cetek berbanding-Mu. But, I felt curious when you gave me this feeling tonight. A long gone one or so I thought. Perhaps it did not go away at the first place, it always there. Maybe I just didn't notice it. Tak pernah - pernah selama aku ada facebook aku stalk facebook orang. Really. But today, aku stalk facebook orang. Betolla suatu masa dulu aku kata kau memang buat aku keliru dan bercelaru. Even it's long ago, aku masih keliru dan celaru disebabkan kau. I should have move on by now or so I thought. I hope it's just another fling that soon to be forget because I don't want this feeling mingle around me. As I know it would be hard to lose once it starts to stay. And of all memory including good or bad about you. The one that always vivid is your smile. Jangan sampai intoxicated sudah lah. Ugh. Go away. It haunts. Grrr. Well, I got to say one thing though : Fate has fares you better. Glad to know.
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| And when I start posting Danbo. Btw, that car is the answer if you ask who. |
Dan bila aku wat entri teka teki macam - macam selalu ni, aku nak ingatkan. It's dangerous being stereotype. Rule number one in science behaviour is never assume. Tanye la tuan punye badan, walaupun 90% aku tak kan bagitau what's the meaning and makes all left there behind is to stereotype. Betul la orang kate hati aku keras. Batu. Kering. Simbah air tak basah. Seems that my life was sooooo wrong but the same time I felt sooooo right. Hahaha. Funny. Life is. Tell me I'm stupid, I just a brat who just won't stop.
Dan bila aku masuk memory lane ni bukannya aku stays sane dua tiga tahun menikmati dan melayani the "What if" game. Sedangkan dalam hadis pun ada sebut ianya permainan syaitan. Bila aku masuk dalam memory lane ni satu je yang buat aku tercampak semula ke realiti:
If you forget of what you were, you'd never be grateful of what you are.
You must say grace with what you are now, and nonetheless before.
Sometimes that is what we tend to forget.
Thanks lah.
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| Been to Guatemala and back by feet. Alive. |
Bila ditanya kepada ibu, ibu pun berpesan :
Adik, mama harap awak jangan sampai jadi pungguk rindukan bulan tau.
Hehehehehehehe. Baik bu. Ni cuma sementara je ni. Percayalah...=)
