I never thought that I will go through this phase again.
They say to me, tell them what’s wrong
Because I told them too little.
But when I told them, they seems don’t have a clue.
They tend to misunderstood what I try to convey.
They always do.
Is it my mistake in using words?
Or in conveying my tone?
I felt very lonely.
It’s not because I build a wall,
I did build a bridge for them to cross over.
But they did come with hostility.
I’m never stand on the same ground.
Ever.
Is I'm that weird?
Or maybe I just comfortable being unintelligible.
p.s:
Don't worry, I remember what day is this. Even month before it's arrive. And in those month, I keep thinking whether I should make it casual by wishing you, but it would be awkward. Furthermore, the way I see it you try your best not to be in touch although it differs from me. I'm just glad you were born today 20 years ago and know me in those short moment. Sincere, from the boy who differs from the crowd.





