Who's there? Oh it you. Didn't expect you here. It's good that u came. I've been waiting.
Current mood : Bagai tersedar dari lamunan yang panjang.
Current song : -
This is two completely different story that ended up meeting each other. The truth is, it has been so long. Years ago, there is something that I wanted to tell you. Somehow, it resurfacing after a deep long rest far underground. I did not know why, what or when. It just did. You are someone that I look up into, particularly one of my subject. Somehow I didn't get how your behavior works. It tells me completely different tale. And you are somewhat different from others. I've been ignoring it for good, thats what I thought. I can't find a reason why it resurface at this moment.
Then again, I always ended up knowing the reason it happen or I just want to believe it has one. And suddenly, late night around minutes ago, it knocks me. The feeling that I thought was gone came back and I kind of glad that it did. Cause it means that I still have a chance. And you have become the bridge that connects the why question. Cause you've change again. This time I found out that you are out of my league. And you still someone that I looked up into.
So, dear Allah. Please protects these feeling You have given me. Nurture it so that I can be on Your side. I'm afraid that I've gone too far from home until I forget the way back. But You always came to me, knocks some sense to me. Thank you Allah. Sadly, thank you is not enough.
p.s:
So who did you choose? A knight in shining armor with a white horse or a dark knight with unwavering faith.
Tell me. Wait, don't tell. I always known your answer.
