Current song: Heartless - The Fray
Current mood: Angguk - angguk ikut melodi boleh dikira mood tak?
Once a while back, they said to me. I'm not someone to talk to. It smashed my face right there. Then I learned overtime using the hard way to heard what they say. Yes, my life is a closed book. So why should they tell me anything, or so they say. Then I learn to read people. Literally. Because they said with my agreement that everything is with reason. Including people gesture, how they smile, they talk, they think, even they moves has meaning. Even without their own consciousness. And as a knowledge researcher, my curiosity is a bit above average. But I can tell one thing, I can't make sure what are the reason behind all that with just their body language, attire or whatever. So I got to opened up a bit. To make sure what my hypothesis are, I got to ask eventually. Yes, I turned out to be fearsome. Ha-ha-ha. Fear me.
Using these knowledge, I got to know one story today. My curiosity pays off eventually. I just had to give off some time. So a friend came today. Alone. Tak pernah - pernah jejak rumah aku kalau ape - ape. Biasa terus je ke tempat lepak. I know he got story to tell, unconsciously. So there I was, all ears. I'm glad that I'm the one he turned into when he got something yang berbuku di hati. Two hours, many things that we talk about including a story that I relentlessly try to ask again and again. So there, proven and lawyered. I opened up a bit and they will too. Lagipun, what are friends for, ye tak? Cuma...
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| One of the favorite quotes from one of my favorite song. |
Anyway, I'm still at my memory lane today. But this time I got to remind myself that everything has a domino effect. Trust is important, and if you trust Allah, you know that everything will fall into it's place. Even if it's hard to accept that certain event happen. And that event had to occur so that the next event take their place. It's like domino, one domino has to fall before the other one fall. Macam dalam cerita FlashForward, si villain Dyson Frost yang mati awal - awal tu cakap. So, friendly reminder to myself: Don't worry bro, no matter how hard it seems, it had to happen before good things take places. Eventually.
You'll never reach perfection because there's always room for improvement.
Yet all the way to perfection you'll learn to get better. Ain't it?
p.s:
That feeling still exist no matter how I deny. The owner of a white car. It's not like, definitely not love. Just miss.
