It's been awhile since I rambling here aimlessly. I guess that I've been busy. Nah, that's bullshit. My routine here at home is pretty dull. Wakes up, do chores, going out, sleep. Pretty neat schedule right? Hari - hari aku lepak dengan muka yang same plus minus sorang dua, kadang - kadang terasa inginkan suasana baru. Apetah lagi jiwa aku yang suka berjalan ni. But on a bright side in my all boring life, lepak-ing dengan kawan - kawan will be mostly a highlight of my day. Because they take my mind off my problems.
And honestly I'm getting sick when anyone new ask me whether I've a job or not. Maklumlah cuti lama dengan carik kerja memang selari sekarang. And before I could answer, they start bagi ceramah free [serius tak mintak] tentang kerja itu satu keperluan, cari duit, bla bla bla. It's not that I don't want to work, heck as long as kerja tu halal, appropriate amount of money dengan kerjanya, aku amek je. But probs will never leave me. Dan sifat aku yang tak suka memanjang - manjangkan cerita dan masalah buat aku lebih suka mengalah ni tak membantu aku dalam kehidupan. Kesabaran aku sering diuji disini. Oh, well. Guess I am that strong to hold it in.
Okay, cerita lain. Haritu aku jumpe kawan lame, harini pun. Macam biasa lepak dekat kedai mamak berdekatan walau ada McD. Aku rasa mekdi ni tuk orang - orang yang berstandard je kot. Yelah, benda paling murah kat situ maunya dua ringgit. kat mamak tu dua ringgit dah kenyang. Bila jumpa kawan lame ni automatik they took me back to my school life. Reminiscing back the old life, time aku baru nak naik tu sume. Then aku reflect balik tu semua dengan keadaan sosial sekarang. Tak payah jauh kat pontian je pun da cukup dah. Aku time 10 tahun dulu takdenye naik basikal pukul 4 pagi. How happy I am not to be a kid at this time. Kalau tak lagi senang aku hanyut.
p.s:
I should and need to broaden my life by now.
