Harini aku dah macam lari rumah. Pukul 4 petang keluar rumah, pukul 2 pagi baru balik. Bising orang tua aku. Nasib baik semua kerja - kerja surirumah sudah kusiapkan. Kalau tidak, meletup la rumah aku. Okay start entri.
He got everything I ever wanted.
Life in ease.
What he want, he'll get it.
Above all, he used his own money.
Not his parent.
He can start living in his own.
He's THAT wealthy.
Guys want to be him.
Girls want to be with him.
That's for sure.
Little that they've known.
The guy that they were looking up to.
is looking up to them too.
Because what he want most
is most of us have.
a loving and caring family.
Little that they've known,
I am lucky because I have my family.
I'm not going to waste my time chasing something that will make me losing what I already had. Jealousy is one deadly poison. Treasure what you had because many people out there wishing what you already had. They want to be like you. Realize and acknowledge your strength rather than comparing your weakness with others.
p.s:
The pain is sometimes unbearable. A feeling that have been ignore for so long. So I'm in the war to feel or to push the pain down again. But if I do the latter, I know that it will be a long time to feel anything again. Ergo, I don't want to kill this pain. At least I feel something. At the very least.
