Again. For the first time. It always been that way this semester. I don't know why. For the first time I felt really - really can't score. For 3 semester, the minimum requirement for me is 3.00 pointer. Why O why this semester the maximum I can achieve is less than 3.00 pointer? Maybe I have 2 subject with 4 credit hour. And both subject is reading. You know if reading, I'm not interested enough and I won't make it. Just like history when form 5 and SPM. Really sucks at reading subject. Tapi kalau baca novel, no 1 dunia plak. Tak kira tebal mane, english mahupun malay, telaah sampai xingat esok.
Law. This is it. The final moment that I've been waiting for. After all the test, quiz and assignment. Final will conclude evertything. But. After 3 days reading Law, why I felt nothing stuck in my head? Like I'm not really reading. Damn.
Fin. Two days including today, this subject will be a substitutes for Law. Just temporarily. That will gives me one more day to study Law before I pour it out a piece of paper. Dua - dua paper ni aku target lulus je. For the first time aku rasa sangat - sangat takut dan cuak.
And in addition, for not getting another dean list. Harap dijauhkan lah. If I fail to get it this time, sia - sia lah 3 semester aku dean list. Mesti aku akan terkilan gila. Sebab akan punah harapan aku tuk dapat Anugerah Naib Canselor.
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