Past act. The last time I remembered it I make my friend super mad and I close my social network account for 8 days. This time I made someone cry because of me. Why is everything I done will lead to hurting someone? This time, I ask for forgiveness. For everything I had done whether known or unknown, on purpose or non purpose. But I don't think it that hard to ask for forgiveness.
Lately, I have been asking myself about how egoistic I am. But. None of my friend can give a truthful answer. No one. I know I am an egomaniac. Sort of. But I don't know how and I don't know how to change it. The best way that I could think of is asking for forgiveness although it wasn't mine. Despite all this, all that happen is someone getting angry, annoyed or worst, cry. Like today.
Maybe I should stop on not being ego.
Continuing the story about past act. I know I won't let go of the past. All I can do is except it as a part of my life.
But everything happen for a reason right?
Well, after being so damn emotional about it. All I need is a smile to put in my face. Or a laugh to pretend nothing happen.
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