It just seconds ago I'm having a great laugh.
For having such a beautiful memories.
And having friends watching each others back.
I've thought that I was having the last laugh.
But.
This fucking and damn universe.
Won't let me stay the way it is.
I know about our little bet Mr. Universe.
You can do whatever you want.
I won't budge.
I won't stand down.
I won't give up.
I won't stop being awesome.
Even if you take away,
my precious memory in my Laptop.
Even if you take my damn "just a month ago phone"
And along side, you take every moment I treasure away with it.
Even you turn my life upside down.
Even when you know that people doesn't realize how painful it is to be at my shoes.
Even when you know there's no one I felt easy to share with.
Even when my so called love life is fucking killin' me.
Even so, you always do what you got to do,
And.
Even with all the curse I've said that is too much.
I can, although barely
still smiling, still joking like there's nothing happen
Because I still believing in
The Most Greatest Power Of All
Allah S.W.T
That Everything happen is for my best.
Even though I can't see it now.
But remember, pandangan manusia itu sangat terbatas.
p.s : Tapi aku still rasa sedih sebab segala apa yang ada dalam laptop aku telah hilang. Segala rahsia yang terkandung dalam hidup aku, taktik aku, gaya aku, pedoman aku, kenangan aku, perasaan aku, cara aku, gambar aku, banner blog aku, segala - galanya ada dalam laptop tu. Kenapa aku yang jadi mangsa? Walaupun ada 2 lagi jenis laptop yang jauh lebih mahal dari laptop aku bertebaran di lantai hanya menunggu masa dibawak pergi? Kenapa laptop aku juga? Kenapa hanya barang aku yang hilang berbanding budak bilik yang jauh lebih kaya lagi raya berbanding aku? Adakah kerana aku insan terpilih? Mungkin.
