There always first time in everything right?
Today is the first time it has been this way for me.
Although maybe some of you said it wasn't such a big deal.
It is a joke.
From the universe especially for me.
I felt really special for your joke Mr. Universe.
Ha-ha-ha.
Yes. It is a sarcastic laugh.
Because it is so damn funny.
When I am the lowest bearer of carry mark in class.
Although most of the GROUP assignment made by me.
Alone. Not grouping. Alone.
But I got the lowest mark in class?
How funny can it be?
Thanks for making my day Mr. Universe.
Despite all the thing I have to remember for my exam.
You still make your time for me.
And this effing broadband is killing my mood.
Sigh. -.-
I just remembered. I always leave a comforting word for them who are not strong enough to facing a tough day like I do now. But, why is no one give me any when I need one? That's why I've choose to not stop smoking because cigar keeps accompany me in whatever situation I'm in.
I don't choose to be strong.
I really want to be in someone arms and cry.
But I can't in a way of logic.
So, I had to be strong.
So, I just put my official face again and tell myself any comforting word I can find. And no one. No one except my blog reader(s) know what I'm feeling right now. Jadi, jangan tanye aku "apsal dow kau sem ni?", "Rugi dow kau kalau xdapat dekan lagi kan?" ataupun "Boleh dekan lagi x? I know you can't do it". No. You didn't know my capability. Only I know what I'm capable of. So, stop pressuring me.
