Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang.
Today was just like any other day, lepak, minum, snooker, gelak - gelak, borak - borak. Sampai bapak aku pun naik heran ape lah yang kitorang borakkan sampai pukul dua tiga pagi kan. Pernah dikatakan kalau tidak lain dan tidak bukan tentulah pasal perempuan. Well, aku tak rasa dugaan dan sangkaan ayahku tidak benar tetapi tidak keseluruhannya tepat. Memang aku tidak sepenuhnya borak pasal bisnes, macam mana nak mengembangkan bisnes dan duit duit duit. No. I got life. And us boys will talk about girls. Sure as hell girls do too.
For example today, I found out or make a conclusion that my friend has gain a step ahead of us all. His relationship is very dead serious. Means bukan hanye bercinta untuk mengisi masa, ingin ditemani, dirindui, disayangi and all cliche kind of love. Their love is not perfect. Gaduh itu satu keperluan. Sampai aku naik muak nak dengar diorang gaduh. There's two kind of seriousness I'm talking about here. One they talk about future and picture themselves in the future they made up. Second is the one who live in the present and built their life for the future. This is two completely different thing. The latter is the one I've dreaming about. We all do. Tetapi selalunya ramai yag sangkut di tempat yang pertama dimana mereka merancang dang membayangkan masa depan mereka bersama but never actually builds toward it. But my friend here, as we stand at the same ground, I found out that he is far ahead of me. And it always make me thinking and reflected to my own prejudiced life.
And I'm proud of my friend who did actually change for good. Leaving us behind. Happy for him too. One day, as it's already well documented in Luh-Mahfuz very very very long time ago, I too will stand in the same ground as him.
p.s:
As I am here having a good time with friends, my friend who still in coma fighting with all her might to come back to life. All I can do is pray for her to be strong as she always does so one day I can see and hear her laugh again. Please be awake Ziqa. Your friends always wishes you for the best. May fate fares you better my friend, as it always does.
Latest news, my friend just undergo brain scan and we found out that some of her brain cell malfunction as the oxygen level is low during the accident. She's survive the worst and after washing her wound and put an iron through her bone, all she have to do is fight with her will to wake up. The positive news that both her leg and hand is moving so does her head. And tears came out during her relatives visit her. After four days, all she have to do is open her eyes. And all I can do is du'a.
