It's nice to know
that some of my friends
see the good in me.
Not just see me in how I wanted them to saw me. Yet, I've manipulated some of their ways in looking at me. Someone who not in my 'most like' list back in school day, saw something that sometime I forget. Some part of myself that I try to relinquished. Who else I'm trying to fool. Being bad satisfy myself. But who am I kidding. I'm not born to be a bad person. Yes, I've done bad thing. But is it makes me a bad person? Still, I'm always being hard on myself. Unacknowledged a part of myself.
p.s:
Being with old friend, they always ask an old story. And today, a story that I don't want to tell is asked. I now realize than I can't run from the past neither to rewrite the sin. All I can do is nothing. Accepting what I already accept.




