Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang.
Another person yet is expected to read my life. A place where I show another part of myself. Not my truest self, just a part of it. Many makes me remember that it is a mistake but I've yet take another chances and hope to not being judged. I know that all the judges won't bring me down. Yes, I'm that awesome. But it doesn't mean that it's not painful. It's still painful when a friend use my own weapon and went against me. And I've been in that situation many many many times before. Yet another chance is given.
Coz, i'll always remember what he taught me. "How do you expect people to know you when you didn't give a chance?" And this is me giving a chance to outsiders to peek what inside my life. Many have went out after that. Remember my trusting issue. Yeah. Still there.
p.s:
Today I've call that mystery number. Somehow I think he dodge my bullet perfectly. Tak tau cerita? Aku ada two mystery stalker who texted me "miss u" and then disappeared. Maybe he or she doesn't have balls to face me. The second is the one I called today who empty texted and call with silent. I really really really hate those. Prank or not prank. Just hate those.
I just hope it's not my past. Really.
