Old and new.

Current mood : reminiscing old time.
Current song : Terrified - Katharine McPhee & Zachary Levi

Ex-Mat Rempit

 Remember this boy? This is me. The old me. 3 years ago me. 3 years eh? It's been that long? I lost track of time. But when I reminiscing the old days. It have been one unspeakable story. There's no much different between these days and that days. It just have remarkable and black white days. This is the picture after the accident that cost me my knee. Maybe I don't tell much. And I don't even tell my parent. But my leg especially my right leg has been failing me countless time. I can't run like those days. I can't jump like those days. I can't do much thing like I did in those days. Yeah, this is new for all readers. But, the good news is : I learn to love myself much more than those days. Really. I don't jump much. I don't run much. Yes, you can still see me jumping and running around. But not as frequently as those days. And now I just do it cause I'm feeling empty inside. Doing something that I love to do but can't do is sucks. Really sucks. 

Btw, remembering the past is not that bad. But learning to improvise is better than looking back and empty handed. And the new me is more Awesome than old me. Improvising taking a lot of tears and pain, but it bears a sweet fruit in the end. If I haven't that accident that day, I won't improvise right? that's why it happen for a reason. A sweet one although challenging. Allah has given me a lot of courage. Alhamdulillah. All praise to Allah The Almighty.

p.s. : Everytime I look at the fact and using logic, I felt that I can't make it. I just know. But, you know me. When I pursue something, I became like a blood seekers. Won't stop until the whole universe told me to. Maybe at that time, I still considering it. =) But anyway, fu*k logic.

But you wouldn't.

Do you feel me?