This sound really pathetic. I know. Coz up until now, when I like someone. I confess. But, not this time. This time is different. The situation is different. I want to tell you that it have been days you haunting me with your laugh and presence. I want to be the one you turn to, but I know it will be only a dream. I want to be in you circle of friends that u laugh with and u joke with. Actually I miss your presence. Very much. It's okay. I'm starting to avoid you. So that my useless feeling toward you didn't actually bother your life. But I still worried about you. Didn't it will be awkward if I do? Yes it will. Damn this feeling.
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| I hate this stupid feeling. |
Stop Thinking. When I sad, I stop being sad and being awesome instead!!
Ish. Awatla hang xcouple awal - awal lagi. Kalau x, mesti aku ada bukti yang kukuh yang aku dan kau xde ape - ape. Ish. Kau memang teruk la. Maybe kalau kau couple awal - awal dulu, aku masih x clash lagi. Ish. Ish. Ish. Tak apelah. I believe in my destiny is all in Allah's hand. [ye saye tahu tuhan xde tangan, bla bla bla. x payah nak condemn aku sangat la kan. Aku tulis perumpaan merajuk pun nak malukan aku depan whole world payah la siaaaaaaa.] ish. Aku nak buat baik tuk mengingati diri sendiri pun ada aje orang nak pandang serong. Payah hidup dunia yang sakit sekarang ni. Anyway, orang yang tau cerita dan mengikuti kisah aku dan die ni dari part 1 sampai sekarang mesti samada kate ia kisah sedih dan sometimes orang kate pathetic pun ada gak. [wat pathetic jadi perkataan popular aku sekarang ni?] Dan mesti orang akan anggap aku masih ada hati hati dengan die ni. Well, more than friends aku nafikan sekeras - kerasnya. Lagi sejak die da ada cincin orang ditangan ni kan. Aku siap boleh ketawa - ketawa dengan apa yang berlaku. Peh. Ape de hal. Aku kan Awesome. Bukan brag. Tapi fact.
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| Everyone has their own beauty. |
